Chris & Tina’s Infinite Playlist

I should be there with you right now.  I really wish I was Tina. I miss you so fucking much. I should be holding you right now. brushing your hair back and making you feel safe and warm. I miss doing that. I miss you. I miss everything about you. i miss staring into your beautiful eyes. I miss hearing your voice in my ear. I miss touching your soft skin or just holding your hand and pulling you back for a kiss. i need to be with you. i need you. im lost without you. i know ive been busy, but i really never stop thinking about you. or being with you. or feeling lost and lonely and blah without my other half. i hate being apart from you. i hate being this far away from you. i need to come home to you. i need to show you how much i miss you. how much i love you. i need my other half. i love you tina. with all my heart. i hope you know that baby.

Puddle of Mudd – “Blurry”

I love you Tina. I hope you’re doing okay. I know you prolly wont read this til the morning, but I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I’m still up…I was going to blog earlier but I couldnt think of what to say. i just want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I just wish I was there right now with you. I hate being so far away whenever anything happens. I need to be there with you. I need you to feel my close to you again. I love you sweetheart. I really hope everything is fine. Just worried since I hadnt heard from you all night. I know you’re busy, I just hate not being there for you. I wish my fucking phone worked. damn this sucks not being able to send you messages or call you. Fuck…I need to do something. i feel terrible for how everything’s been lately. Please know that I love you baby. that hasnt and will never ever change. you’re the love of my life Tina. My everything, baby. I miss you more than you know or think. I miss you so much. you’re kisses, the way you would stare at me, i miss being around you and being able to wrap my arms around you whenever i wanted to. damn you need to be in my arms right now. really. i need you there. here. i just need you, period.

Westlife – “I Wanna Grow Old With You”

I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about how we should be together right now. about how we were together this time last year. fuck. this sucks so much. i think im going to smoke my last cig then go to sleep. i dont feel like being up. i miss you. tons. i hope you know that i love you. good night baby. i hope you’re sleeping well.

Joe Crocker & Jennifer Warnes- “Up Where We Belong”

I love you baby. were watching twilight right now and i wanted to leave you a little note. i know i’ll be gone for part of the day driving. i hope they have wifi there. im gonna bring my macbook along so i can try to send you messages or something. i just wish my stupid phone was working right now. i just wanted to tell you that i love you, with all my heart. i can’t wait to see you again. i wish i was there with you right now. this is going to be hard not being with you on my birthday. i really need to get back there to you. we need to spend time together so badly. lots of alone time. lots of nekkid time. hehe. oops…i said that out loud in the blog. oh well. hehe. you’re sending me messages right now…let me check them and get back to the movie. i love you other half. you are the love of my life. i hope you always know that.

Kenny Chesney – “Me and You”

I miss you. I miss you miss you MISS YOU!!! Number one, I hate being away from you. I hate being apart from you. I hate not being able to hop into my car and drive over to see my girlfriend. my other half. the woman i want to spend the rest of my life with. i really hate that shit. i dont know if anyone else knows how hard it is to be apart from the person you love like this. i mean, maybe for the night or weekend if they’re away on business or something, but this really sucks. i just want to kiss you again. to feel you close to me and know that your’e there. I just want you to know…i need you to know that I love you other half. i love you with all my heart. that hasnt changed. it wont. but i know lately it’s been really hard being apart, but you have my heart baby. my whole heart. you’re really are my everything. i need to get my phone back on. get my shit together. cuz i know these past few weeks have been hard. i love you baby.

Incubus – “I Miss You”

We havent talk much at all the past couple of days, im sorry about that. i just need you to know that i always think about you. moreso on days like yesterday or the day before where i just get bogged down with stuff and i have no way of contacting you, it just makes me want to see you, hear you, touch you even more. i hate being away from you. i hate not being able to call you whenever i can or want to. i love you with all of my heart tina. that hasnt changed at all. i really hope you feel better sweetie. i love you beautiful. i hope you know that.

Brad Paisley – “She’s Everything”

I fell asleep last nite while i was looking for a song to put in the playlist/blog. i shouldnt have been stressing so much over stupid stuff that i cant control. i love you tina. i miss you so freaking much. i hope you’re feeling better baby. i might just cram and paint all day today. these things should’ve been done weeks ago and now im just playing catch up again. iwant to frow old with you btw. that hasnt changed in my heart. when i stop and sit and think about what im doing, how things are, i know i want to grow old with you. you’re my heart. that hasnt changed at all. my heart is still empty inside because i left it there with you

Robbie Hart – “I Wanna Grow Old With You”

I miss you. I feel awful. another night and another night of me getting stuck again. im sorry. i know you hate this. and it makes it worse that my phone isnt working. i feel bad for that too. i wish i was there with you. i really do. i’d rather be laying there with you in my arms. fuck. i just feel like im fucking up and i hate it. i hate not having my phone. i hate being so far away from you. i love you tina.

Brad Paisley – “Mud On The Tires”

i miss you. i hella miss you like crazy Tina. I hate not having my phone on. I hate being apart from you like this. especially when we don’t talk alot or you’re not feeling well or people are here distracting me. i hate it, really. i want to be there with you. i want to enjoy this Saturday with the love of my life, my other half. I hope you know that I love you sweetheart. i’m doing some laundry right now, waiting for the movie to finish. it’s almost at 50% right now. maybe 45%. i’ll keep sending you messages. I just hope you get them. i love you Tina. with all my heart, baby. I miss waking up with you. i miss you.

Steve Holy – “Good Morning Beautiful”

I hope you’re doing okay baby. the phone situation really sucks right now. im hoping to get it back on soon. friday at the latest, but that’s still a week away and i miss your voice. its seems so long ago we were doing nothing the other night right before it died. i wish i was thee with you right now tina. i wish i was there holding you and taking care of you. i hate not being there when you’re not feeling well. i hate being so fucking far away from you. i love you with all my heart Tina.

Dido – “Here With Me”