i dont even know where to start. i love you tina. i know my words seem hollow to you right now. im sorry for ever hurting you. i cant get mad at anyone but myself. im tired of wishing everything was different or better…i just got to make it better. im sorry its been taking so long. this song will always remind me of us. and we really need to dance to it together. fuck, i wish i was there with you right now. i miss you tina. im gonna go write you a letter now.

Righteous Brothers – “Unchained Melody”

i love you. im lost. i dont know what im doing. i need to get my shit together. i dont want to lose you. i dont. i hope you’re doing okay baby. you will always be my other half. i hope you know that. i really need to talk to you. i hate being so far away. i hate feeling so far away. im sorry. truly. really. i love you tina. i hope you know that.

sia – soon we’ll be found

i love you tina

Sugarland – “Fall Into Me”

I miss you like crazy. i think you fell asleep somewhere during Dirty Dancing. I just wish I was holding you. I miss doing that. holding you when you’d fall asleep in my arms. I wish I could lean over and kiss you right now. My nieces are here (along with my brother and Karen) and it just makes me miss you even more. We should be together. Starting our life together right now. I really truly hate hate hate being apart from you. I love you Tina. With all my heart. You really are my life. and I need to get back to you soon. very soon. this being away from you really sucks so fucking much. I just need to kiss you again. to hold you again. give you all my love. i need you in my arms when I fall asleep. and walking around in my shirt when you wake up. i miss you so much other half.

Incubus – “I Miss You”

Damn I miss you. Im tired. feel like im finally getting sick and im still pissed at my friend for passing out on my couch. he took some meds for his lungs and it knocked him out for hours. im tired. i dont want to talk about that now. i want to talk about you and how i miss you so very much. how id give anything to see you and be with you right now. i miss my other half so much. i love you Kristina. I love you with all my heart. I can’t wait until we can spend every night together and no longer have to be apart. i really miss holding you and having you close to me. i miss feeling you in my arms. you drive my so very crazy. i wish i could drive you crazy right about now. i hope you’re doing okay baby.

Sugarland – “What I’d Give”

I had put this on the blog before, but never realized it was a cover of a Pretenders song. I can’t stop thinking about you Tina. I hate going to sleep without you. I hate waking up without you. We’re supposed to be together. Now and for as long as you want me.

I love you with all my heart other half. I hope you always know that. Especially on these long weekends like the past few. I never stop thinking about you…and wishing you were with me, or I was with you. I just want to be with you.

The Pretenders – “I Go To Sleep”

i miss you baby. im so happy to be able to just chat with you. especially after the long weekend. but it still sucks not having my phone on. I feel terrible. I really wish i could give you a timetable on when i could see you again too. I love you Tina with all my heart, and i promised you that i’d be back and i will. im just sorry im not there now with you. I hope you’re doing okay babe. I know you’re working right now, just know that I love you with all my heart. That hasn’t changed any. I just need to get a plan together, get my shit together and get bck over there to you. Then everything will be alright. That’s how i feel in my heart. i know it will. i know we should be together right now. i miss my other half so fucking badly.

Kenny Chesney – “You Save Me”

I miss you. That’s an understatement!!! I miss you so fucking much Tina. I can’t even put into words how badly I miss you. How my heart is longing for you so badly right now. I just keep thinking about everything we used to do. Just remembering all the stuff we’d do together…and all the stuff we should’ve been doing if I was still there…or was able to come back.

I love you. I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I hope you’re doing okay baby. I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now and make you feel warm and fuzzy and happy. I want to give you so much lovin’…hehe, that looks so bad for some reason. but i do. my arms miss you. i miss holding you and falling asleep with you. i miss waking up with you. i miss everything about you tina. i want to hear you giggle again. or say Oh My God. hehe. or see you blush. or stare into those beautiful eyes of yours. I’m guessing they’re a little silver/blue now since it’s fall. like last year. like when i was out there the first time.

Damn i miss you. Im gonna go to sleep wishing i was holding you. i hope i can see you soon. im working hard. almost done with those paintings. maybe i can move a few more and have some money saved up. im trying. i just wish i was there with you already.

This song always reminds me of you. i just watched this version just now and you are my match, I guess that’s why it always reminds me of you. You’re my other half. Im alone (and lonely) without you. i love you with all my heart. I can’t wait to see you again. To feel you again and kiss you again. I really wish i could right now. I love you baby. i hope you’re doing okay. sweet dreams baby.

Sia – “Day Too Soon”

Fuck I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS you like crazy Tina.

Dido – “Here With Me”

Damn this was…is a long weekend. I hope you know that i havent stopped thinking about you since we got off chat on Friday. that seems so long ago too. damn i miss my other half. i miss you so very much. i love you tina. with all my heart. i hope you had a good weekend baby. i hope you’re dad is doing well too. did you dress up for halloween. hehe. im just missing you a whole lot. it seems like forever since i last kissed you. i wish i was already there. i wish i was still there. i cant stop thinking about how good it feels to have you in my arms. i be able to hold you close to me and tell you that I love you. i miss being there beside you. i miss everything about you and everything we’d end up getting into. it didnt matter, just as long as we were together. that’s all that mattered. I love you Kristina. with all my heart. I hope you always know that. you’re my other half. the love of my life.

Brad Paisley – “Then”