I miss you. That’s an understatement!!! I miss you so fucking much Tina. I can’t even put into words how badly I miss you. How my heart is longing for you so badly right now. I just keep thinking about everything we used to do. Just remembering all the stuff we’d do together…and all the stuff we should’ve been doing if I was still there…or was able to come back.

I love you. I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I hope you’re doing okay baby. I wish I could wrap my arms around you right now and make you feel warm and fuzzy and happy. I want to give you so much lovin’…hehe, that looks so bad for some reason. but i do. my arms miss you. i miss holding you and falling asleep with you. i miss waking up with you. i miss everything about you tina. i want to hear you giggle again. or say Oh My God. hehe. or see you blush. or stare into those beautiful eyes of yours. I’m guessing they’re a little silver/blue now since it’s fall. like last year. like when i was out there the first time.

Damn i miss you. Im gonna go to sleep wishing i was holding you. i hope i can see you soon. im working hard. almost done with those paintings. maybe i can move a few more and have some money saved up. im trying. i just wish i was there with you already.

This song always reminds me of you. i just watched this version just now and you are my match, I guess that’s why it always reminds me of you. You’re my other half. Im alone (and lonely) without you. i love you with all my heart. I can’t wait to see you again. To feel you again and kiss you again. I really wish i could right now. I love you baby. i hope you’re doing okay. sweet dreams baby.

Sia – “Day Too Soon”