weird…this didnt post a few weeks ago and i was going to use the reason for the song of the day…i’ll post on it and leave what i wrote down below. I love you. I miss you. I hate not being able to contact you in anyway other that msgs. I love you with all my heart Tina. You are the love of my life. my other half. the person i want to grow old with and spend the rest of my days and night with. that’s real. that has never changed. i long for you more and more everyday. and missing you this badly…only means my heart is there with you. that you’re the one for me. that my heart…i really did leave it there with you. and i need to come and get you. come and be with you again. i miss you so much. i did nothing earlier. stared at your pics and missed you like crazy. missed all the wonderful nights we’d spend together and wind up falling asleep in each others arms. fuck i miss everything about you. us. i need you. more than ever. forever. really. i do. i hope you’re doing okay baby. I love you Tina.

what i wrote from a few weeks ago and didnt post for some reason. it must’ve gotten stuck in ’send’ and just saved as a draft. i don’t know, but you can read it now. .

I just wanted to say that I’ve missed you dearly these past few weeks. All this painting had me all over the place, but at least I don’t have to press and worry bout that now. Now I just need to move them and try to make some money. I saw Dana again at the shop when I went to pick up my paintings but I didnt get to ask her about the tickets and whatnot. I’ll do that when I see them again. I’ll be so happy to see my beautiful other half again. I really need to feel you and I need you to feel me again. I hate being away from you. I just hope you know that you’re always in my heart baby. I just want to get back to you and everything that I’m doing now is working towards getting to that point. You’re my heart, my other half. I love you Tina. I hope you’re having a good time at you’re aunt’s and you’re feeling better too. hehe, i think you just sent me a message. okay baby. i’m heading out to skate off this hangover. I love you and I miss you.

Hoobastank – “The Reason”