I love you Tina. I hope you’re doing okay. I know you prolly wont read this til the morning, but I just wanted to tell you that I love you. I’m still up…I was going to blog earlier but I couldnt think of what to say. i just want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I just wish I was there right now with you. I hate being so far away whenever anything happens. I need to be there with you. I need you to feel my close to you again. I love you sweetheart. I really hope everything is fine. Just worried since I hadnt heard from you all night. I know you’re busy, I just hate not being there for you. I wish my fucking phone worked. damn this sucks not being able to send you messages or call you. Fuck…I need to do something. i feel terrible for how everything’s been lately. Please know that I love you baby. that hasnt and will never ever change. you’re the love of my life Tina. My everything, baby. I miss you more than you know or think. I miss you so much. you’re kisses, the way you would stare at me, i miss being around you and being able to wrap my arms around you whenever i wanted to. damn you need to be in my arms right now. really. i need you there. here. i just need you, period.

Westlife – “I Wanna Grow Old With You”