I’m so beat right now…and it sucks because I know you’re gonna be getting up in prolly half an hour or so and I’m just too tired to stay up . I love you sweetheart. Gary came over to smoke a little and ended up needing to recover and took a nap (passing out). LOL. Well, I should’ve been sleep three hours ago. I’m heading off to bed and I wish I was heading off to bed with you…or, if I was there with you, I’d be waking up with you right now. I really miss you like crazy Tina. I love you with all of my heart. You drive me absolutely crazy!!! I can’t wait until our second first kiss. I can’t wait to lose control with you to the point where we have to find the nearest wall and play catch-up. Hell, we need half a year’s worth of catch-up.

I think the worst part of being apart…well, one of the worst things, cuz…it just sucks being away from you is that nobody knows what we’re going thru. Nobody. Hell, for all they know…it’s just another day for me or you. Everyone just keeps going about their day because, because it’s not affecting them. They’re not torn in two…or have a big whole in their chest cavity from that missing piece being 2400 miles away. Sure, once in a while someone will ask how you’re doing or wonder how I’m doing out here but nothing I say can ever convey to them how much I truly miss you. How broke up I am for having to leave and come back in the first place. It sucks. It sucks so much. But I do know that if I didnt love you, if I didnt truly love you then this would be a breeze.

But I’m torn. My heart is there with you. It really is. Everyday I really miss you more. Everyday I think of something else that I miss about you. Like today and your socks. Hehe. I’m heading off to bed now…cuz I think I’m gonna pass out if i sit here any longer. I love you sweetheart, and I miss you so much Kristina. I’ll talk to you in a few hours. I really can’t wait till the blog can just go back to daily updates, because then that will mean we’re together again, like how we should’ve been all along. I love you. You’re well worth the wait tho’. I’d wait for you forever, but if I could have it my way, I’d just rather be there with you now.

Kenny Chesney – “You Had Me From Hello”