Merry Christmas everyone. To be honest…it doesn’t really feel like Christmas. I think I’m just still a lil’ lost out here. Tina’s sweet. She’s cooking Christmas dinner tomorrow for her fam. I’m here cleaning up. My fam celebrates everything tonight and does the in-law rounds tomorrow night. It just sucks that this really should’ve been the first Thanksgiving/Christmas/New Years we would be spending together but…y’all know what happened.

Now were both maintaining until that day in Feb. It’s still freaking hard. We’re doing little things, like watching movies together and chatting and talking and texting (shut up rod with the awwwing ) and just doing what we can to maintain. 

Bryan Adams – (Everything I Do) I Do It For You