So…it’s been a little over a week and it’s still not getting any easier. Especially when you hear that certain people are still making up stupid shit to justify their own actions *cough JAIME cough* but fuck it. People who know either Tina or me know the truth and know that she’s just a dumb whore. Me and Tina decided that it’d prolly be a bit more bearable to take it one day at a time instead of trying to just keep hope afloat by looking fast-forward til Valentine’s Day. 

We’ve been talking more on the phone…but hours still seem like 15 minutes. I was talking to Free Rod just now and he suggested going back to the Big O for the time being to work and stack. I dunno if that can happen and how soon, ya know. I do have some projects lined up with hopefully more in the works. Right now I’m just focusing on getting projects and stacking. That’s all. Cuz…next thing you know it’ll be February. 

It’s snowing right now in Kentucky. Actually it’s supposed to be snowing for the entire week. Tina told me that today’s high was 35F. Crap…I really do wish I was there, chillin’ like how we were but I cn’t keep dwelling on that. Song of the day is by Dan Hill – “I Never Thought I Could Love”. Tina’s a sweetie, she put this song…and a bunch of others on my HP page today. She always tries to snap me out of my case of the blahs when I’m not feeling well…yep, i’m hobblin’ abit. Weird when you hear songs and you know them…but when you have someone that you think about when you hear them again…it takes on a totally different meaning and is no longer just a song.

Dan Hill – “I Never Thought I Could Love”