My stupid knee is wrecked again. Had some friends over last night for a lil’ poker and chillin’ and drinking that Bacardi Mojito shit got me hobblin’ a bit again. Last night was fun…but still…shit feels so empty for me. I know…that sucks. I really just want to be with Tina right now. Right now this fuckin’ second.

I had some more epic shit to write. My 13 yo cousin winning a game and coming in second in the other game…Tina and her keep-up contest with her brother. (She won hands down btw). but yeah…I really just been hobbling around the house today missing Tina.

Maybe I’ll be back tomorrow to recap and expound abit more on the poker and keep-up contest…but right now. Right now…*sigh* I’m just really trying to suck up that empty feeling in my heart from being so far away from Tina. I just hate feeling a million miles away…and then if something pops off…that helpless feeling cuz I’m 2,400 miles away and I can’t just do something about it.

You know I love you Tina. I know you’re reading this and I hope you know that I can’t stop thinking about you. I really wish I was there with you right now babe. I’d hold you and kiss you and distract you from stupid shit. I really can’t wait to get back there babe. Serious…Now I’m listening to John Michael Montgomery thinking of you. I think I’ll make that the SotD

John Michael Montgomery – “I Love The Way You Love Me”

I like the feel of your name on my lips
I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers 
Even when you’re not there

I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two-hour baths
The way you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

Chorus
But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul, so completely
I love the way you love me

I like to imitate ol’ Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes 
When I’m slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies 
You’ve seen hundreds of times

And I could list a million things
That I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you