Posted by: chris and tina on: November 22, 2008
Fuck this sucks. I’m sitting in O’Hare Intl. Airport in Chicago wondering “How the fuck did I end up here?” I mean…24 hours ago…Well..let’s go back further cuz 24 hours ago apparently was the beginning of the end. Shit…but still…how did I end up here? What am I doing on my way home instead of fixing dinner and smoking with Kristina right now.
Hell, it’s easy for everyone else other than me and Kristina involved to say shit like “You’ll be together again if it’s meant to be” or “Just plan better and you’ll see her soon” But fuck…y’all ain’t gonna go to sleep for the first time in the past 6 weeks without that special someone there to snuggle with. Y’all ain’t wondering where your other half is.
Fuck…first drama now trauma. This is some shit and I don’t give a fuck, y’all are grown…you can handle reading this shit. I feel like shit. The fucking WiFi don’t work here so that means I won’t get on until it’s fuckin’ late as fuck already and fuck…this sucks ontop of everything else sucking. It’s a fuckin’ suckfest. Wait…that don’t sound right.
I miss you Kristina, with fuckin’ every ounce of my being…I do. I’m fuckin’ lost and still in shock from last night. FUCK I WISH I HADN’T CHECKED MY SHIT IN SO EARLY. I mean…what I’d give to be with you for one more night. Fuck, I fucked that up too. FUCK.
I’m tired…pissed…heavy hearted…broke down…and just plain wrecked all over. This sucks so fucking much…I can’t even begin to describe how much it sucks…but there’s a big fat void in my heart right now…like someone punched a hole through it and it’s an empty black hole…I’m in shock, lost and just plain fuckin’ pissed off. If any of y’all playlist readers have any sympathy nows about time to feel sorry for us. Not sorry sad but like wow, that’s fucked up. Shit…cuz it is.
Fuck…I’m not even at my own terminal since there’s so many folks over there right now. I’m fuckin’ vagabonding it at some terminal doing the the UK or some shit. Fuck…i better go. We’re boarding in 10 minutes. I really don’t want to be here. I wish I was holding you right now Tina. I miss you.
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